One of my favourite shows of all time is Grey's Anatomy. And because of that show, I also like Private Practice. I don't want to go into a whole synopsis of each show, but they are definitely related. Private Practice is a spin off show.
I recently heard that both shows are going to do a cross over between the two in the near future - might even be tomorrow, I'll have to double check - but they are also going to be doing a "What If" kind of show. It might even be the same episode. But that whole concept got the wheels turning in my head lately, and I immediately thought of J.
What if I hadn't been a member of that other site? How would my life be now?
Well for one thing, I don't think I would have gained as much confidence in myself if I hadn't joined that site. I went from being the shy girl who mostly keeps to herself, blending into the background, to someone that others think are beautiful, and attractive. And I'm finally starting to see that in myself.
I don't think I would have met J either. He lives in Moncton, and I lived in Nova Scotia. I always talked about maybe going to Moncton after I graduated and before I met him, but I also said I'd probably go to California for University and then move to England or Australia. Neither of those happened, so I doubt I would have actually moved to Moncton after I graduated.
I probably would have moved to Halifax though. That was the other option I was looking towards.
I also wouldn't have met such wonderful people in the last 5 years, people I never would've known about or even thought about talking to, given their location and age.
And more importantly, I honestly don't think I would've been as happy as I am now. I might still be happy, but not to this degree.
It's really quite interesting to think about.
What's one event that has changed your life that you think about? How do you think your life would be if that hadn't happened, or if it went differently?
I'm really glad at the way my life has turned out so far, and I wouldn't change a thing. While I'm not completely content with where I'm living at the present time, I know it's a necessity for me to further my education. It's a personal goal. And eventually it will open the door to a career path in a Nutrition related field.
For me, that moment would be the email exchange I had with my daughter, a girl who is your age, more or less. It started when I said, at the end of one email, "I wish I was a real girl!" She wrote back, "You can be, you just have to jump through a few hoops". From that moment on it was clear to me, I could never be happy time-sharing this body with my male progenitor; I wanted it all to myself. That was the moment I began creating my Chrysalis.
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