Love

I was chatting with the boyfriend of the girl who died today.
Poor guy, he's feeling so lost over this sudden death of his girlfriend. She was the yin to his yang, and they were a great couple.
It's how I feel about J. We are two very different people but we fit together so well. I'd feel the same way if I lost him suddenly. Only I really don't want to think about that.
After this morning happened, I found myself texting "I love you" a lot to J. We say it multiple times a day as is, but, I don't know, I just wanted him to really know that I love him. And I don't ever want to lose him. I know eventually I will, but I hope it won't be until a long long time has passed.

It's been a long day, so I'm off to bed.
I have to head to the train station tomorrow and purchase my ticket for this weekend. I've decided that J needs me there with him this weekend. Even though the wake and the funeral will be before that, I feel like he still needs someone to hold onto and console him. He lost a pretty good friend today. I'd want him to be there for me if I lost a friend suddenly, so I'm being there for him. It's the right thing to do.